What happens now?Is this it? Is this the end? Three years without you, then suddenly you come back, and now you're gone again. Except this time? You're gone forever. Forever. You thought you were invinsible, that nobody could stop you. You thought everyone feared you, you thought everyone respected you. You were so so wrong. This sounds so cruel, so awful, but you asked for it. You went up to the guy and pretty much offered to be a victim. What on earth made you so stupid? I wear your leather band. Everyday. I never ever take it off. You bought it to cover the scars on your wrist, you didn't want everyone to know, so you distracted from it. You were weaWhat happens now?
Oh. pt. 3 of 3?I know someone like you. I met someone who's like you. I like him. He likes me too, we're good friends. He makes me laugh. He tells me things, things about him that nobody else knows. It's a relationship based on trust. He doesn't know about you. He never will. I'll never let him in as much as I let you in. You know that, don't you? I let you in more than I'll ever let anyone in. You abused that, maybe I'll never trust anyone again. You made out your life was so bleedin' difficult, that nobody understood you. But you weren't alone. There are so many people like you! You're just so self-obsessed you can only see yourself. Darlin', slap yOh. pt. 3 of 3?
Oh. pt. 2 of 3?It's your birthday today. I was supposed to be there in England with you. But I gave up my shopping trip so you wouldn't have to put up with me. Because I know that it'll spite you if I turn up to your precious little "do." I remember your 12th birthday. The first time we met. That was a long time ago.. six years ago.. We laughed so so much that day. I was only eight. I loved you. I thought you were brilliant. You looked the same then as you do now.. Funny how people change personalities but not facial features, isn't it? I always thought that if I knew an angel.. someone sent to earth for a true purpose, it would be yOh. pt. 2 of 3?
Oh. pt. 1 of 3?You were always there for me. Always there. You never ever let me down, Never. Three years ago, I was eleven. That was the last time I ever saw you. Three years ago on the eighteenth of March. I was standing on the corner in the pouring rain, I waited until forever for my daddy to come and get me. But he didn't come. Instead, you were there. Walking down the road, in the pouring rain. You'd walked for half an hour in a three degree temperature, wearing only a pink t-shirt. The Ramones one you gave to me before you left me. You were soaked. Your hair was plastered to your head, you'd ruined your new shoes, but you still came to get me.Oh. pt. 1 of 3?
